Bad blood in my meat
A strong pulse in this dying breed
Why try to continue to repopulate
Bad blood in my meat
Bad blood in my meat
A watchful eye taking in nothing
Why is everyone starring emptily
Bad blood in my meat
Bad blood in my meat
A human shell hollows another one's
Barbaric cannibal among its family
Bad blood in my meat
Bad blood in my meat
Why am I one of these
Bad blood in my meat
Bad blood in my meat
A strong pulse in this dying breed
Why try to continue to repopulate
Bad blood in my meat
Bad blood in my meat
A watchful eye taking in nothing
Why is everyone starring emptily
Bad blood in my meat
Bad blood in my meat
A human shell hollows another one's
Barbaric cannibal among its family
Bad blood in my meat
Bad blood in my meat
Why am I one of these
Bad blood in my meat
These past few days I've felt completely closed off and alone.
Closed off because I don't want to let anyone in...alone because I won't
let anyone in.
I feel like I don't have the support I'm looking for right now.
Not from my family, my boyfriend, and definitely not from my friends.
...I'm really not trying to sound "emo".
When I was about 13 I was clinically diagnosed with depression.
It became much worse when I was 16-18 I was suicidal and that period in my life
was very difficult to go through. I was diagnosed as severely depressed and to
suffer from anxiety. I went to the hospital twice for panic attacks. There were countless